You have been a quitter with such wisdom, Phillip, that I sometimes forget that you are only quit for five months. Around this time, I only remember a dark and dreary road, full of exhausted plodding, putting one foot in front of the other, slogging along because I was committed, because I promised myself. But there was little joy in it. I was still wondering if I would ever feel like me again. Wondering if I had been masking a long term problem with depression. Sooo tired.
Missy Fit was so right. This is just another phase. And yes, like all of the others, it does pass. And in some ways, this stage, when the adrenalin of the early battle is gone, is harder because there is so little joy.
Whine all you want. I whined and sobbed here for months. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other like you are doing. One day, you will truly be an ex smoker. And you will rejoice!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/15/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 477
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 11,926
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1669.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 66 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 40
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Quit Meter
$809,147.50
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 5439
Hours: 16
Minutes: 34
Seconds: 29
Life Gained
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46237
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
1,155,925
Cigarettes Not Smoked
