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Hi everyone,
 
I've been away for awhile because I just couldn't deal anymore.  So I took a mini shut down.  This is where I did things I had to do but not much of anything else.  When I had "free" time I just played games on the computer.  My husband was gone for the week so I felt no pressure to perform other than for my son.  He's back now and I'm still having problems getting motivated.
 
I read some of the posts but didn't reply beccause my thoughts are scattered.  Even now I feel like what I'm writing doesn't make much sense.  Part of me doesn't care right now.  I'm so tired of hurting and thinking.  I just want a break from it all.
 
I hope you all are doing well.  I, like Wildcat, wish for some stability but I'd like it to be on the positive side of things.  Right now I'm in a stable depressive state.  Able to function reasonably well, not over the edge and panicked, but not really caring too much about anything.
 
Well I'd better get something done today.
 

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